...Totally don't know where that came from...um...yeah.


I take 1/2 of my Econ final tomorrow--It will be interesting.

Our choir concert date got CHANGED DX DX DX


I have to do a CRAPTASTIC load of writing for SciFi, but that's easy. ^_^


Ark showed me Transformers. It was lovely after I got over that thing called physics and gave into loving action shots of WIN

What one of our original things to do was to transcribe/speak a month long myspace conversation into a flash video or something. Because sometimes when I start typing with all caps and stuff...That's how Ark and I talk when we are together. It can be annoying and or scary.

So...work starts in like a month...looking forward to that a bit...I guess...


D'= My allergies gave me a cold!

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Whee!! I walked like...two and a half miles today. It was...interesting. I am kind of overweight (although I am pretty mentally okay with it, I don't obsess over disciplining myself into eating four grapes, coffee, and a peanut to lose weight, I'm not crazy), but lately I've been just plugging in some Dave Matthews and Bowie and getting on our old exercise machine and going

So I've been excercising a little bit lately, because it's good for me and I also have to build up some endurance because of my 17 hr/day workweeks I'm going to keep during summer.

But back to walking.

I walked for two miles or more today...I normally think "TWO MILES?? HOLY GOD WHAT DO YOU THINK I AM?? A MARATHON RUNNER????"

G & B took me. There was much spazzage and they bought me coffee so I can't complain very much. Plus madre is going to give me a ride home, so it's all good

I like walking where I live. It is REALLY pretty here right now. There was this tree with pink flowers all over it that I passed, and a huge number of petals had fallen to the ground and in the grass--it looked like pink snow. It was SOOOO pretty.

Then I crashed my mom's class and have been hanging out here for the last hour. There are pretty Asian men in her class. I like Asians. A lot. I am going to adopt an Asian baby so I can raise it to be cute and such when I am older. I'm a terrible person, I know.


No...Really I am. I say terrible terrible things sometimes and I don't feel the proper amount of whatever emotion everyone else feels at times...but then I get irrationally upset at things like hearing that when that kid went over the edge at Virginia Tech he killed a Holocaust survivor. It seriously freaked me out and I couldn't stop crying for days. I'm a total freak.

Ark and I are going to do a collab. It will be a lovely surprise. Yes.

I am also working/drafting a poem about stuff. It is lovely so far. I am on version 2.7 of it...I dis-payed attention in Physics and Econ today to write it. It is TOTALLY worth it.

Now we're done here and mummy will take me home in her lovely car. It will be muy wonderful. ^_^

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Both the murder of my older CSS by Lilyas, and the one which I hacked together using photoshop, the WANTED poster for Ark and I, and searching through coding and at random points saying THIS IS A GOOD IDEA I THINK I AM GOING TO DO IT NO ARK I DO NOT NEED MY MEDS I AM FINE THIS FINE MORNING


And such.


Finalmente...El Dia de las madres...manana. Mi familia que estan aqui iran con madre al capital de nuestro estado y nosotros ojala que compremos mucho para nuestra madre.

Say that five times fast.

So about yesterday...I'm sorry. I just had to freak out...it was uncalled for, I know, but people are being such idiots recently and I have remained silent for far too long about what the heck the fandom is fantarding about. T_T


^_^ So I get out of school in about two weeks, and I graduate the following week. But I'm out of school for a week before that...Tis lovely.

I also passed my Senior Project, which was exhilarating. Everyone else was spazzing out and so was I until I just sat down and freaking DID it. Then I got to smirk about people freaking out since I had just decided that what will be will be--that's how the universe works. ^_^

Also, to any person I have got listed as a friend, or who I talk to a lot when I'm on here...Beware of my friend Ark...

Ark and I get crazy crazy when we are together, so you know you've got us being stupid/crazy/weird when ALL CAPSLOCK CONVERSATIONS WITH NO PUNCTUATION AND SUPAR WIN INTERNET SPEAK BEGIN SHOWING UP on your page...

We can go on for weeks. True story. If you want to speak to a witness of this heinous crime, look no further than `junoknight, poor man.

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NOTE TO OTHERS:

Scrat shall be doing much of the following during this journal entry & not much of her life will be included:


I am going to be swearing like a sailor during certain parts of this. So to spare you being offended by my uncouth mouth, I am telling you that now.

I am going to go into details--LOTS of them. Trust me, if there's one thing that I'm absolutely good at, it is talking. It is talking and filling in every little, tiny, itty-bitty detail that no one thinks/thought was important. That's why I passed my Senior Project even though I personally thought I didn't deserve to pass on certain parts--I CAN FREAKING TALK.

I'm going into "fantard mode," but not only that, I am going into "fantard mode: level crazy, and pissed off"

I'm talking about Naruto and bringing up stuff from like...the beginning of the manga. Seriously.

What you've just read up above is the after-thought that I had when I realized that I have people like *Porcelain-Requiem and `junoknight who might be a little stranged out by my whacko behavior in this journal if they have the time to read it.



And now...My magnum opus on the current events in the manga Naruto.


Okay, fandom---STOP FUCKING BITCHING

If you don't like how a storyline is going in any particular entertainment, well, you don't have to freaking read it! You know what I do when I don't like what's going on during LOST? I plug my ears and mutter obscenities about Jack. That's how I deal with it. Of course, you might lose a few plot points here and there, but being complete retards about what is going on in the manga WILL NOT CHANGE IT. Kishimoto has control over that.

Personally I have always been hyper interested as to why Itachi, one day, apparently woke up and said "Hot Damn! I think I'm gonna brutally murder my entire family and it's gonna by freaking awesome!"

When put that way it's an easy open-shut psycho story. But ALL the Uchiha seemed to have a few different levels and such as to why they were who they were, and so it always seemed like Itachi would have had a better reason other than what I said above or the reason of "hey, there's this neat eye technique and I think I'm going to drown my best friend to get it! Oh hey, now I need to kill my ENTIRE FAMILY to cover it up! This is a good idea!!!"

But I am just so freaking tired of people reading the manga online (and not having to pay a cent for it) and then freaking out about what happens.

The thing with Sasuke and his recent arc of like 60 chapters? Well, think about it guys, it took 30 chapters to introduce the mere idea of the manga in the beginning, and like another 20 chapters for the fight with Zabuza (don't hold me to those figures, but come on). Things happen over LARGE amounts of chapters, and if you think about it, not much happens in ONE chapter of ANY graphic novel.

The fight with Deidara? Well, it was Deidara's fault he went batshit crazy. I'm sorry, but both of them had that "last little bit of chakra" and each decided what he'd do with it.

Sasuke said, "Hey! I like living!"

And DeiDei said, "HOLY CRAP AN UCHIHA!! HEY U R UCHIHA!!! I HATE UCHIHA!!! THEY CHEAT UCHIHA DO!!! OMGBBQ WTF MAN I KEEEL US NAO K??? *splody*"

All I got out of that fight was a small lesson on decision making.

The looooong ass fight with Itachi? Well, it was exhibited with a comic I saw recently (can't find it now, but rest assured, I nearly peed myself laughing):

Itachi and Sasuke get over the obligatory mono-manga-logue and then (in the comic dearies) STARE AT EACH OTHER.

Do you know why? Because they (Uchiha) are masters of the mindfuck. That's how they fight--they fuck up the minds of their opponents. It's why people don't want to fight them, because some Uchiha--such as the two elite missing nin, Sasuke and Itachi--are masters at what they do.

They aren't masters because "Oh there's only two of you left, so we'll just call you the best, k?", but because there are people Kakashi's age and older who remember when there were lots of Uchiha, and how good they were or were not.

Itachi and Sasuke are/were masters because that's how their clan functioned. Itachi was already one of the best (arguably now, THE best) before the Clan Incident, and if he (Itachi) is the standard that Sasuke had to OVERCOME in order to beat him, then Sasuke would HAVE become even more of a master than Itachi.

So back to the STARING (DeiDei's paranoia)...it is a well founded fear--when you are fighting a master of illusion upon illusion upon sleight of hand upon illusion...You're going to be second guessing your EVERY move, because how the hell are you going to know if you're just STANDING there, trapped in an illusion?

So don't complain that Sasuke (and for that matter, Itachi and Madara) is a "haxx0r" or whatever the hell you want to call him. The characters are very strong people, and to thieve an idea and quote from "GATTACA," I never saved anything for the swim back. These three men (and Jiraiya, but I don't ever see anyone saying 'WTF BBQ Y CAN HE DO THAT AND OBITO GOT CRUSHED BY ROCKS???") have been living the last 100 chapters of the manga by not saving anything for the swim back.

Sasuke didn't even "win" against his brother, Itachi collapsed because well...when you're swimming in the ocean, and you don't save energy to come back...you sometimes drown...

I am so tired of fantards who previously loved Sasuke for having these amazing skills which no one knew where the fuck had come from, and now they hate him for...having these amazing skills which no one knows where the fuck they came from. And then there's the people who, for the entire DeiDei and Itachi arcs, were freaking out "omg I hope he dusnt dye cuz i tttly luv hm n stf n were gettign maried an he cant dye kno! omg i fukin h8 u kishi!!!!!!11!!!eleventyseven11!!"

Okay, I am not one of those crazy fans who knows everyone's height and super special abilities, but I am enough of a fan want the rest of the fans to fucking stop bitching. All I've ever known in my life is that when you bitch about how things (which you like) are going, those things get taken away.


As for it being recently just about the Uchiha clan and Sasuke and Tobi/Madara/Obito and Itachi...They play a MAJOR part in NARUTO'S history.

Naruto is a social outcast, and when he became part of Team 7 he bonded with Kakashi, Sakura, and Sasuke. He was emotionally starved when it came to any kind of teamwork, friendship, or helping and being helped. He probably experienced the worst inner devastation when Sasuke left, because Sasuke became--as is reiterated time and again in the manga--a sort of brother and best friend to him.

He is now just so close to the person he has focused so many emotions on, and we need to feel, in the back of our minds, pain for him as we watch Madara go on his mono-manga-logue because now that Itachi is gone, Naruto will now have to fight even harder for his friend.

Naruto's parents died before he could even know them--if they'd been around long enough for him to imprint on a face, it probably would have been made known by now, especially with what happened in the conversation Jiraiya had before he went to Rain. (?)

Naruto's father, Minato, was the 4th Hokage. The Hokage and the council were responsible for the treatment of the Uchiha (read chapter 399 if you are lost with me here), in my belief. After the attack of the 9 tails, now trapped inside the orphan Naruto, the Uchiha were pretty much put under a kind of public arrest.

Naruto's orphanhood and social rejection came at the same time that the village pulled an "Egypt to the Isrealites" maneuver to the Uchiha. Everyone became more suspicious of the Uchiha than they already had been...

There are now TWO outcasts in the manga: Naruto, who as a child was boxed into a small, cold, and lonely world where he couldn't really interact with others without parents hustling them off, and the entire Uchiha clan (of which Sasuke is part of, and now, during this Madara-logue, will understand how they reacted to being outcasts), who were slowly being bottled into smaller and smaller parameters of what they could and could not do.

With this plot development, fantards, Sasuke can understand what happened and perhaps open him up to Naruto for empathy. Sasuke, in my belief right now, is being educated about what went on before he was old enough to understand what was going on. Once he understands the prejudice and uncalled-for hatred, when he meets with Naruto again (if he doesn't pull a DeiDei or something in that cave right now...) he will know to the letter exactly what Naruto felt growing up. Sasuke will be humbled before the facts. _{unless of course it's just another Uchiha mindfuck, as stated before, they're good at those...fucking masters...}

As for hopes of my own? Personally I'm gunning for Sasuke getting some time to recover and a nice non-KEELJOO fight between him and Madara, while Madara does a mono-manga-logue about all the things Sasuke is doing wrong and how he's an idiot. Why am I gunning for that? Because it supports my theories.

What do I think is going to happen? Sasuke's going to pull a DeiDei as soon as he gets them damn ropes off.

Meaning of this journal which I will encapsulate in a small paragraph?

You have had 50 chapters of Sasuke & Akatsuki centric Naruto because they are both going toward Naruto's growth as a person. The Akatsuki will seriously fuck him up if they get their hands on him, even more so than they seriously fucked up Jiraiya (RIP, you pwned in life AND death). Sasuke is not even consciously mind-fucking him because Naruto gets within like spitting distance of him and then PSYCHE GOTCHA THERE DUDE, Sasuke's gone. Madara will also probably either personally or through Sasuke take Naruto down another mindfuck (logic wise, not ninja wise) when all that's been revealed TO SASUKE has to be RE-revealed to NARUTO.

Epic win of a manga, let me tell you.


And now I prepare for only the most hardy fantards (and therefore my probable enemies, because it seems like many of the hardy fantards that I've met are the Sasuke haters/DeiDei lovers). Why? Because only the most dedicated would have read this ENTIRE FUCKING THING.


U HAZ NICE DEY NAO K?

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