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Okay, so this journal title actually relates somehow to reality...


My life will really TAKE OFF tomorrow and begin a marathon to rival any other. I start my second job tomorrow (the one I had last summer) and I will be driving there RIGHT after I get done with work that I normally have had the last few weeks. And it will just keep going...like an evil & demented Energizer Bunny.

If you've also been watching my submissions you'll notice I haven't been submitting very much writing--it's because I just don't have the focus right now to sit down and write. I know I WILL write soon, but as of now nothing--not even my ongoing stories--are speaking to me clearly or loudly enough for me to feel confident enough to sit down and write.

My friend Egg left for California for college yesterday and although I know that I can keep up with him on the internet (heck, one of my best friends now I really made friends with as we *ahem* commented on Egg's journal last summer)--it's just...It hasn't sunk in yet that life has arrived and is knocking loudly. It really hasn't.

My brain is trying to cope with that as well as do all the things I normally make it do and it's a little hard to keep that fear of the unknown and the uncertainty of where I am going at bay when I write.

And since I write fluffy material and whenever people comment they say they appreciate how fluffy my writing is, I simply WILL NOT post the emo stuff my brain is coming up with of late.

I won't.

So no writing for now.

I am however trying to alleviate my idiotic writing clot (not a block, I'm writing still, but I've got a clot in my fluffy artery and all bloodflow has been redirected to the emo artery).

The way I am seeking to do it is making happy pictures in photoshop and testing out my creativity with the comment strings stretching into the dozens with my friend Arkatrine. It's hard to be emo when you are talking to Ark.

Just ask Junoknight who routinely avoids us when we get hyper and FANFICTION 4 LIFE TIEMZ moods take us. Because the F4LT moods usually involved Juno and some other character that one or the other of us has invented.

Did I tell you guys my schedule for the fall? It's excellent ^_^

I'm sorry, I'm not THAT brave as to actually tell you all what it is--it is the last vestige of being wary of the internet that I probably have left.

I hope you guys can handle me when I lose Ark to traveling in late July and all of August. I will probably be a lot more emo then than I am now.

Much love to you all, thank you to the three or four people who actually read this and not just delete it out of hand. ^_^

~Nut

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